Just back from temple! A normal life still goes on. I hate to go temple nowadays, because they will keep asking the same question! Why i alway kanna the same thing? Hair hair & hair? I want to keep long, why your dun let me keep long hair? I know this is good for me, care for me. But all i wanted your sure dun let me. I really dunno what your thinking. I really want one to one to talk to you! I want let you know what i feel. I had enough already. Wanted to quit but i my heart still there. Haiz, really dunno what to do. Do you know how i feel anot??  I got learn the song, but is only i dun dare to sing out. I feel shy, no my age de people, All so old. What you want me to do? I hate it so much!