Ya, god you say is right. I din even send my great grandma for her last road, end up I going genting with my friend. I'm useless. I'm sad too . Haiz. I have alot alot I'd words want to say but. I dun want to. I want to hide for myself. I know I'm rude, but this is me. I know my granddaddy love me, dote me alot. But I dun want you kanna scolded because of me. I dun like. I Have nothing to say about it. Some words dun say out is better.